seol_plumfall: (seol)

I know you try to make a joke with the mask and the "now you will love me because I am a blood elf" but it's not Various things happened today.

I was afraid to confess to Tiddia so I did not go home to the apartment in Silvermoon quickly. I went to M'uru's room instead because I wanted to feel that love so I would be a little braver. But I found Shuuken there. It was strange. She said she heard music that called her there. I wonder if Shuuken "hears" the spirits and the breath of the earth the way that I "feel" the Light.

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seol_plumfall: (seol)

Today Tiddia and I went to Quel'Danas to fight the Sunfuries as we planned.

Before we left I showed her M'uru's room. Shuuken found us by accident in Silvermoon and so I showed her, too. And Jelleneth came to the room while looking for Master Arimadios. I tried to explain my feelings but I do not think Tiddia and Jelleneth liked them very much. Maybe it is because my ideas are very full of pain or because it is a sort of feeling of a selfish child. But Tiddia said that she understood and did not hate me for it. Even if she thinks I am twisted if she understands that is enough.

Shuuken understood well, I think. I often think that Shuuken understands me well. I think that this means I am much like a mad shaman and am not sure if I should be happy or worried about this.

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seol_plumfall: (seol)
This body is very

It is very different.

It is very, very different.

I think I understand some things better now.

Seol 39 ← Seol 40 → Seol 41
seol_plumfall: (empty)
I hated my parents.

They never punished me. They were never angry or pleased with what I did. Sometimes I could annoy them and get them to leave me alone for a while. But mostly they didn't care at all.

It's not like they didn't notice or didn't know what was going on. The nanny or governess would always report everything to them. And I would always get the exact books I needed and clothes that were just the right size. And when I asked for a whole set of imported dolls with real doll-sized Mageweave clothes, they gave it to me. Because they loved me no matter what.

No matter what.

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seol_plumfall: (seol)
These people.

I got teased for eating three pumpkins' worth of baked pumpkin last night. I don't think it's that strange; I'm 68 after all, I'm still going to be growing for a few decades. But Ms.(?) DeVroe and Tiddia ended up getting into an argument about the symptoms of intestinal parasites (ugh! ugh!) and then I was asked if elves defecate.

What the fel kind of question is that?

And then this morning when I was going out, I couldn't escape this feeling of being watched.

Help me, Light, and preserve me against scary human females.

Seol 36 ← Seol 37 → Seol 38
seol_plumfall: (empty)
Dear Stela,

Where are you? What are you up to right now? I hope you're not dead somewhere safe and having fun learning. I wish I could be with you to help you with your studies but it looks like I may not be able to come home [smudged out]

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seol_plumfall: (pietro)
Written in a cipher of Common.

Finished moving all of my things besides the still, we decided it would have been too much of a hassle. No big loss; already found a buyer in Undercity and a supplier in Silvermoon. I don't think I'll use up my stockpile of oils before it's set up.

We've already filled up the new apartment with things and people -- Jia, Galenos, and me, and her five cats, and a new houseguest, Cosimo Eschatos from Dalaran. He is roughly the same age as Seol and is much more like one would expect a preadolescent boy to be. It seems he has no allies here, having just defected from the Alliance, so M. Plumfall is sheltering him. Choleric temperament, very rude, must be very frightened to be cut off from his family. Should try to include him in Jia's lessons without wounding his pride, he might feel a bit better.

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seol_plumfall: (astro)

Hello Seol.

I like to have journal of you. In many times I feel (muteness) of I (echoing around this planet). I have a feeling of very big lonelyness. But in journal of you are journals you wrote to I. I like to read "Hello Astrolabe," you it seems like you were whispering forward to me, in reply to my incomprehensible sad rage.

Sorry I cannot write this well in Common. I learn very, very hard, I know more. No one knows I, but I knew this.

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seol_plumfall: (seol)
I miss you, Astrolabe.

The Knights sent me to assist another Master in the Grizzly Hills of Northrend. Her heart is more soft than mine, which is very strange. She is sad and angry at the war of the Alliance and the Horde. She asked why they do not join one another against the Scourge. I did not answer, but there are many reasons. I think you will know some of them soon.

I also think it would be better to stop fighting. But it is not very easy. People want to continue to live the way that they live. But sometimes the way one person lives stops another person from living the way she wants to live. It is hard to make peace, even when people want peace.

I try not to put more anger into the war, but I cannot stop it all alone.

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seol_plumfall: (Default)
Please, Astrolabe,

We are sick. Remember that. We are all so sick. We do and did terrible things, full of cruelty. But they who do terrible things think they have no choice anymore. We did much evil in the world. Astrolabe, please punish and condemn, but please do not hate.

Please understand pain.

Please try to understand pain, while I try to understand for you.

I love you I think

Abelar 2 ← Seol 8 → Seol 9
seol_plumfall: (seol)
Hello Astrolabe.

Today I understand why the Aldor hate blood elves a little better.

I fly over Draenor and see its wounds. The villages of Mag'har and Broken are tiny and surrounded by spiked fences. The ground is open and bleeding. I cannot feel the pain of the land because I am not a druid, and I cannot hear the water and earth spirits cry. But the memories of missing people are there on the ground. Thousands of Astrolabes disappeared. My small heart cannot feel so much grief.

And in Netherstorm, the Sunfury elves chew holes in the earth. Above the Hellfire Peninsula Felblood elves make themselves sick and sicker eating fel energy. On Quel'Danas the Dawnblade elves are calling demons and cutting the soldiers of the naaru. It is a war. Fire and arrows cover up the sky. The person at your left is bleeding. You talked to the woman at your right one minute ago, and now she is dead.

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seol_plumfall: (seol)
Hello. My name is Seol Plumfall. I am writing a journal in order to practice Common.

I was born in Silvermoon City 68 years ago in the middle of summer. However, my name means "snow." I was born in the winter of my mother's life because her husband had died. His name was Seol'rae.

My house was Plumfall. The Suncrown family made the Plumfall family. We had a small orchard in Eversong. My mother was Chihra Plumfall. She was a Magistrix and lived in Silvermoon. The orcs burned Plumfall Orchard in the Second War, and most of the family died. Afterwards, the family was only four households.

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