seol_plumfall: (empty)
I hated my parents.

They never punished me. They were never angry or pleased with what I did. Sometimes I could annoy them and get them to leave me alone for a while. But mostly they didn't care at all.

It's not like they didn't notice or didn't know what was going on. The nanny or governess would always report everything to them. And I would always get the exact books I needed and clothes that were just the right size. And when I asked for a whole set of imported dolls with real doll-sized Mageweave clothes, they gave it to me. Because they loved me no matter what.

No matter what.

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Today T. and I argued. She asked me to stop worrying about her, to forget about her because she does not want anyone to grieve for her. To leave her because those around her suffer when they try to protect her. She felt she owed her life to too many people as it was. (She became quite angry during this and hit me, and I fell into the fountain and hit my head. But there was no lasting damage done. I think.)

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