seol_plumfall: (seol)
T. tried to kill me today. I think she mistook me for some sort of apparition; I am not sure. But surely she must not care much for me if she still refuses to rest after she nearly slew me during sleep-induced hallucinations.

This upsets me. And it also makes me afraid. I need to hurry and finish writing. But even though I can usually control my tears quite well now, whenever I start to




Seol 13 ← Seol 14 → Astrolabe 10
seol_plumfall: (seol)
On a fresh page.

Today T. and I argued. She asked me to stop worrying about her, to forget about her because she does not want anyone to grieve for her. To leave her because those around her suffer when they try to protect her. She felt she owed her life to too many people as it was. (She became quite angry during this and hit me, and I fell into the fountain and hit my head. But there was no lasting damage done. I think.)

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seol_plumfall: (seol)
I miss you, Astrolabe.

The Knights sent me to assist another Master in the Grizzly Hills of Northrend. Her heart is more soft than mine, which is very strange. She is sad and angry at the war of the Alliance and the Horde. She asked why they do not join one another against the Scourge. I did not answer, but there are many reasons. I think you will know some of them soon.

I also think it would be better to stop fighting. But it is not very easy. People want to continue to live the way that they live. But sometimes the way one person lives stops another person from living the way she wants to live. It is hard to make peace, even when people want peace.

I try not to put more anger into the war, but I cannot stop it all alone.

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