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Astrolabe, sweet of my heart,

I feel much better today. Yesterday I was able to go to the market and the tavern in Shattrath to look for foods and wines for Jelleneth. I met her at the tavern and I talked to her without becoming frightened, too. I was even able to talk about that man who ~~I dislike~~ frightens me without feeling frightened. I think I shall send him some cupcakes, and Jelleneth suggested some sweets from Draenor, so that he does not suspect ill will from me. For whatever my selfish personal feelings may be, he is Jelleneth's ~~unworthy suitor~~ dear friend and I must not allow bad feelings to grow between us.

And today I was able to go to Orgrimmar and buy lots of candy and things to cook. Talking to the strangers did not make me feel frightened at all because I was so excited about cooking with you and sending the gifts to people. I feel better. I feel at ease.

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Current Mood: anxious

Astrolabe,

Last night was very strange. Our mother and I were both tired so we did not cook but went to eat at the World's End. But our mother did not sit with me and drank at the bar. I was confused. Did she want me to drink with her, or was she thinking alone? I was confused so I did not join her.

Then Jelleneth came in and she was very drunk. After I Cleansed her she explained her problem, that there are two men who want to be her husband and she does not know which one to marry. And I was a little angry to hear about it, Astrolabe.

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Current Mood: annoyed

I have been thinking for a long time, and now I am quite sure: I was too harsh with the boy.

Astrolabe is off to Azeroth to look for someone to train her in arms. She promised me that she would not stray out of the capital cities of the Alliance so I am at least not worried about her trying to make friends with strange blood elves. But she refused to go to the Exodar, and I am a little nervous about her mingling with the foreign nations. I think that with his money I may be able to afford at least a short break from work to accompany her.

I need a cloak. A really big cloak. Although, I wonder if they will really treat me better as a hideous old hunchback than a Broken?

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Current Mood: gloomy

Astrolabe,

~~I know you try to make a joke with the mask and the "now you will love me because I am a blood elf" but it's not~~ Various things happened today.

I was afraid to confess to Tiddia so I did not go home to the apartment in Silvermoon quickly. I went to M'uru's room instead because I wanted to feel that love so I would be a little braver. But I found Shuuken there. It was strange. She said she heard music that called her there. I wonder if Shuuken "hears" the spirits and the breath of the earth the way that I "feel" the Light.

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Current Mood: worried

Astrolabe,

Today Tiddia and I went to Quel'Danas to fight the Sunfuries as we planned.

Before we left I showed her M'uru's room. Shuuken found us by accident in Silvermoon and so I showed her, too. And Jelleneth came to the room while looking for Master Arimadios. I tried to explain my feelings but I do not think Tiddia and Jelleneth liked them very much. Maybe it is because my ideas are very full of pain or because it is a sort of feeling of a selfish child. But Tiddia said that she understood and did not hate me for it. Even if she thinks I am twisted if she understands that is enough.

Shuuken understood well, I think. I often think that Shuuken understands me well. I think that this means I am much like a mad shaman and am not sure if I should be happy or worried about this.

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Current Mood: satisfied

Future Astrolabe and Seol, so that we do not forget,

It went as we planned it to go. Mother did not come so that the Aldor would not suspect. Father was almost late, but it was okay at the end. I think our words and ritual satisfied him because he often cried. And it satisfied me. I feel happy, and also like some tears might come out.

We then ate the cake, which was good. It was like doughnut in the shape of a cake. And Tiddia ate the sausage, and she said she was happy. I am very happy about it. And you, Astrolabe, are very relieved because of the hard work we did to make it.

Master Arimadios came, which did not please me. He shamed our father and Tiddia with an expensive gift, and then he took Jelleneth away. But though his actions are bad his intentions are not unkind, I ~~hope~~ think. I hope he thinks more of the feelings of others before he becomes the husband of Jelleneth, though.

Abelar gave us an instruction manual and Tiddia gave us a gun, to shoot suitors of our children, and a rock, for your hooves, and some enlarging potions for you. Which was strange ~~because I thought I am the one who needs~~

And now we are supposed to cook but we are sleepy so maybe we will just Consecrate some meat and go to sleep.

Seol 31 ← Seol 32 → Astrolabe 21

Current Mood: loved

Astrolabe,

~~Master Arimadios~~ This and that Blood Knight is really ~~evi~~ immoral. He tried to make someone kiss someone with a mind-control hat. I am so angry he could do that kind of thing now still. Someone can do that kind of thing and say he is a paladin? My stomach feels sick.

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Current Mood: irritated

Delivered to Seol by Jelleneth.

I live and go to the side of you. Sorry I did not write. I cannot write to mother and father of I. You please wait OK? You please do not cry a lot.

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Current Mood: hopeful

I made a promise to Jelleneth. No more than three crystals a day.

Seol 16 ← Seol 17 → Astrolabe 11

Current Mood: high

Lady Lady sent Seol a letter and armor kits. So Seol can die for Shattered Sun again.

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Current Mood: grumpy

Hello Astrolabe. I am writing my journal. I hope you are also writing your journal. Writing is still slow because I have to check my textbook often, but it will get easier after practice.

Nagrand is beautiful. However, it is dangerous because the Alliance and the Horde fight constantly over Halaa. Demons in the west become powerful because few fight them. This makes me worry.

However, I helped a draenei of the Alliance operate goblin machinery. It took a long time and I broke my leg once when I fell, but we succeeded at last. I hope he will remember and not attack every blood elf he meets after this.

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Current Mood: calm

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Seol Plumfall

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→Seol 67: Gradual recovery

→Seol 58: Selfish love

→Helaah 2: Beginning of reconciliation

→Seol 52: The consumption of souls

→Log 1: Seol's Revenge

→Seol 51: Upon Quel'Danas

→Seol 32: Husband's log

→Seol 24: Not All Right

→Astrolabe 12: I Cannot Bear To Wait

→Seol 17: Delusions

→Astrolabe 2: Jealous and Jell

→Seol 2: Breaking Legs

September 2011

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