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Dear Light,

Help me

I want to feel pleasure.

I want to feel pleasure and to desire pleasure like a normal person.

I dont want to have to pretend that when I feel grief and when I feel pity that I am feeling pleasure.

I dont want to have to figure out what pleasure is by feeling for the gaps in pain. I dont want to run away from pain and pretend that it is the same thing as running towards pleasure.

I want to feel pleasure and desire

I dont want to be afraid that my pleasure is not really pleasure and that I will never be able to tell the difference between pleasure and relief.

I want to be able to have a desire for Astrolabe that does not have inside it a fear that my desire is not real. I want to be able to have a desire that is desire, like a normal person

Please

give me faith.

I need to believe in pleasure.

believe in chocolate

Seol 61 ← Seol 62 → Astrolabe 29

Current Mood: not despairing

Hello Seol.

I went to Cathedral of Stormwind even though ugly breath of paladins is bad for sanity of I. But there I met a very kind night elf woman is 133 years.

She is sad, she worries very much, she works and always has hard not easy times. She fears things of the war but she protects people-things are weak and loved of her. I think she is strong and brave, of high position, but she does not think.

You know? Elves are stupid. She is Seol of Darnassus! And she goes and puts knives in Seols of Orgrimmar and Quel'Thalas! Elves hate elves of like brave-ness and (self-sacrifice). Yes yes to not war is hard but this is stupid. How can they so much stupid

Maybe night elf of 133 years is like Seol, but night elf of 11235813 years is not like Seol. But.

I thought I will feed every one chocolate to fix this but

Seol 21 ← Astrolabe 13 → Seol 22

Current Mood: frustrated

Astrolabe,

Please stay in one damned place so I can find you!

And so I can bring you to our home. Our small house in the Lower City is almost finished. We and Abelar and Helaah will have our own beds and a kitchen for us. We will have four walls and wardrobes and furniture. And I have bought bowls and pans so we can cook for us and the refugees right away.

And I have bought chocolate for you. Astrolabe,

Astrolabe, come and write with me. Tell me what you are thinking.

Abelar 3 ← Seol 19 → Seol 20

Current Mood: overjoyed

Although Seol's sleep was not disturbed during the night, when he awoke in the Aldor dormitory to put on his armor and join the other elite soldiers of the Shattered Sun, he found his belongings had been rifled through. The packet of mana powder he always carried with him was gone, and in its place was a bar of dark chocolate.

There was also a crudely scrawled note that read,

You do not need that
You need this.

Seol 6 ← Astrolabe 5 → Seol 7

Current Mood: hopeful

The mixing bowls at the Aldor Rise inn were very big and very shiny. Astrolabe marveled at her distorted expression; tilting it this way, her forehead shrank and her mouth widened terrifyingly. She looked quite a bit like Helaah. Laughing, she lifted up the bowl and turned it around, showing Helaah the kitchen; was it the way she remembered?

Astro was sure, at least, that when her mother had been an Aldor priestess there had never been anyone here so pale and pink-skinned as that man; she captured his reflection in the bowl to show Helaah, the blurry figure of a dark-haired elf holding out a hand to her, asking smilingly, "That?"

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Seol Plumfall

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→Seol 62: Pray

→Log 1: Seol's Revenge

→Astrolabe 13: Big Dummies

→Seol 19: Your Husband

→Astrolabe 5: Cure

→SS1, Astro/Seol: Chocolate

September 2011

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