seol_plumfall | Entries tagged with mana addiction

Astrolabe,

Today Tiddia and I went to Quel'Danas to fight the Sunfuries as we planned.

Before we left I showed her M'uru's room. Shuuken found us by accident in Silvermoon and so I showed her, too. And Jelleneth came to the room while looking for Master Arimadios. I tried to explain my feelings but I do not think Tiddia and Jelleneth liked them very much. Maybe it is because my ideas are very full of pain or because it is a sort of feeling of a selfish child. But Tiddia said that she understood and did not hate me for it. Even if she thinks I am twisted if she understands that is enough.

Shuuken understood well, I think. I often think that Shuuken understands me well. I think that this means I am much like a mad shaman and am not sure if I should be happy or worried about this.

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Current Mood: satisfied

I hated my parents.

They never punished me. They were never angry or pleased with what I did. Sometimes I could annoy them and get them to leave me alone for a while. But mostly they didn't care at all.

It's not like they didn't notice or didn't know what was going on. The nanny or governess would always report everything to them. And I would always get the exact books I needed and clothes that were just the right size. And when I asked for a whole set of imported dolls with real doll-sized Mageweave clothes, they gave it to me. Because they loved me no matter what.

No matter what.

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Current Mood: grumpy

Dear Stela,

Where are you? What are you up to right now? I hope you're ~~not dead~~ somewhere safe and having fun learning. I wish I could be with you to help you with your studies but it looks like I may not be able to come home [smudged out]

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Current Mood: lonely

Hello Seol.

I like to have journal of you. In many times I feel (muteness) of I (echoing around this planet). I have a feeling of very big lonelyness. But in journal of you are journals you wrote to I. I like to read "Hello Astrolabe," you it seems like you were whispering forward to me, in reply to my incomprehensible sad rage.

Sorry I cannot write this well in Common. I learn very, very hard, I know more. No one knows I, but I knew this.

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Current Mood: apologetic

I made a promise to Jelleneth. No more than three crystals a day.

Seol 16 ← Seol 17 → Astrolabe 11

Current Mood: high

Please, Astrolabe,

We are sick. Remember that. We are all so sick. We do and did terrible things, full of cruelty. But they who do terrible things think they have no choice anymore. We did much evil in the world. Astrolabe, please punish and condemn, but please do not hate.

Please understand pain.

Please try to understand pain, while I try to understand for you.

~~I love you I think~~

Abelar 2 ← Seol 8 → Seol 9

Current Mood: despairing

Although Seol's sleep was not disturbed during the night, when he awoke in the Aldor dormitory to put on his armor and join the other elite soldiers of the Shattered Sun, he found his belongings had been rifled through. The packet of mana powder he always carried with him was gone, and in its place was a bar of dark chocolate.

There was also a crudely scrawled note that read,

You do not need that
You need this.

Seol 6 ← Astrolabe 5 → Seol 7

Current Mood: hopeful

Hello Astrolabe.

Today I understand why the Aldor hate blood elves a little better.

I fly over Draenor and see its wounds. The villages of Mag'har and Broken are tiny and surrounded by spiked fences. The ground is open and bleeding. I cannot feel the pain of the land because I am not a druid, and I cannot hear the water and earth spirits cry. But the memories of missing people are there on the ground. Thousands of Astrolabes disappeared. My small heart cannot feel so much grief.

And in Netherstorm, the Sunfury elves chew holes in the earth. Above the Hellfire Peninsula Felblood elves make themselves sick and sicker eating fel energy. On Quel'Danas the Dawnblade elves are calling demons and cutting the soldiers of the naaru. It is a war. Fire and arrows cover up the sky. The person at your left is bleeding. You talked to the woman at your right one minute ago, and now she is dead.

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Current Mood: determined

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Seol Plumfall

turtle loves sporebat

→Seol 51: Upon Quel'Danas

→Jiajia 2: Unconditional love

→Cosimo 1: It's not my home

→Astrolabe 11: An Apology

→Seol 17: Delusions

→Seol 8: Why You Must Understand

→Astrolabe 5: Cure

→Seol 3: My Body as a Shield

September 2011

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