→Astrolabe 11: An Apology
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Hello Seol.
I like to have journal of you. In many times I feel (muteness) of I (echoing around this planet). I have a feeling of very big lonelyness. But in journal of you are journals you wrote to I. I like to read "Hello Astrolabe," you it seems like you were whispering forward to me, in reply to my incomprehensible sad rage.
Sorry I cannot write this well in Common. I learn very, very hard, I know more. No one knows I, but I knew this.
I read journals you wrote to I many, many times. I know words of you, very careful, I learn to know the way you draw letters of you. So I read letter of you to father of I many times. You wrote "I sent to Quel'Danil Lodge" and "the war did not come to the Hinterlands," I did not know.
I do know now. I want to go to the Blasted Land, to the Dark Portal to the place at the side of you, but I am not strong and I do not have the strong armor to Hellfire. I look for a magic black smith very far. Of I fear a city of many eyes. Of gryphon I go to far Eastern Kingdoms, to dwarves of Airy Peak. But I was wrong. The dwarves of Airy Peak like gryphons more to black smith. But they are nice. They are not bad to I.
But I hear "Quel'Danil Lodge" of high elves to east. And I went, I wanted to learn the place of the memories of you. Many elves are here. They have light pink skin and long ears, small bodies like of you.
This place is green and it has a good smell. And the high elves were nice to I. They showed I very soft faces. I was happy. I saw many soft faces, I saw many faces like the face of you, I felt a (excess of trust). So I asked of Seol Plumfall to a ranger there.
And he was very angry. He said that Seol Plumfall is a evil and selfish like any blood elf. And they do not have soft faces after I said you are a hero of Shattrath and you love Draenor. They say blood elves are all bad. And they say I should not like a blood elf as they pat my head, pat pat, poor naive idiot-child doesn't know any better than to trust a "hero" as if I have not seen that word inscribed on your skin, unraveled soiled dressing from the calligraphy with my own hands --
Now the high elves are to dislike I or to pity I, of I said that of you. They make I feel angry and sad. They hate you (of why they hate nice you? you did not write) And they hate blood elves "do not have will power." But they have the same will power, they ate magic also
[A series of dots, followed by a few loops.]
I feel it is not good. But I do not know all this yet.
But I know now I said something bad to you. I said I want you to have blue eyes so that we marry easy and live easy. I know now you are sad, I think, of to hear I want that. High elves hate you because you ate fel things,
but medicine is not much enough. If blue medicine is not enough, elves to eat green medicine is very bad? So you are not to die or to be sick? So this is high elves hate blood elves because high elves had much enough medicine and blood elves did not?? You do not eat fel anymore, but high elves hate you, a hero to fight the Burning Legion, more they hate a warlock of Alliance who has a demon at side proudfully?
Yet I cannot question as they will take my doubt for stupidity.
[A small scribble.]
You, please forgive I, I said I want you to have blue eyes. I do not want you to be unkind and to dislike stupid-sticky-words-girl blue eyes elf. I want you to be Seol of the eyes of Seol. I want green eyes of you of
Of Seol is of Seol and I want to see things of Seol very very very very much.