→Seol 23: and Pain
Sep. 2nd, 2009 05:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Astrolabe,
Is this right? Am I the right husband for you? Am I capable of becoming the other half of your heart? Will I be able to make you actually happy -- can I produce "pleasure" in you? Or will I only be able to provide you some fleeting satisfaction when you soothe my pains, paltry pleasures that cost your exhaustion? If I am ill for the rest of my life, will you nurse me, virtuously, until my sadness infects you, too?
Are you really willing to waste your life on someone who is so slow-witted and slow-smiling? Do you really like me, trust me that much?
I really like you and I trust you, and I'm really afraid
I need to work harder.
Seol 22 ← Seol 23 → Astrolabe 14