→Seol 31: Sleepless
Sep. 25th, 2009 01:41 amAstrolabe,
I think it is seven hours before the sun rises. I will be sorry if I wake you up because I am writing this. But I cannot sleep. I think I am a little bit sick or scared from making the sausage still. Or maybe I am just scared.
The thing that is strange? We will not marry tomorrow. We are husband and wife more than three weeks now! But I still have nerves in my stomach. I think it is that nice clothes, special food, and a ritual and recitation give me something for my worrying to be about.
But, I did not finish the verses to recite. And I still do not know if I want incense or candles. It is not important, I know. It is only a little pretty picnic, and we only need to rest and to enjoy. But I want to make it right.
But I do not have to wake you. Already, I know you will say: "It is right because it is of Seol and Astrolabe, and that is all that is important."
Good night, Astrolabe.
I think it is seven hours before the sun rises. I will be sorry if I wake you up because I am writing this. But I cannot sleep. I think I am a little bit sick or scared from making the sausage still. Or maybe I am just scared.
The thing that is strange? We will not marry tomorrow. We are husband and wife more than three weeks now! But I still have nerves in my stomach. I think it is that nice clothes, special food, and a ritual and recitation give me something for my worrying to be about.
But, I did not finish the verses to recite. And I still do not know if I want incense or candles. It is not important, I know. It is only a little pretty picnic, and we only need to rest and to enjoy. But I want to make it right.
But I do not have to wake you. Already, I know you will say: "It is right because it is of Seol and Astrolabe, and that is all that is important."
Good night, Astrolabe.