→Seol 4: Awakeness
Jul. 30th, 2009 10:02 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
seol_plumfallListen Astrolabe.
I talked to my friend the undead human. We talked about the Light and I found more words. I write them before I forget them.
The human and quel'dorei Churches talk about the Light that punishes, forgives, and loves. But we do not believe it feels things like a person feels. Our Light does not have an opinion. The Aldor say the Light is goodness and love. But we do not believe this because the feeling is not the same as love, and paladins and priests kill each other with the same Light hatefully.
You said the Light is everyone's memory of the feeling of aliveness. But talking to her, and talking to the Forsaken priests, I think maybe it is not aliveness. Maybe it is "being awake." I think the correct Common word is "consciousness." People sense things. They feel things and know about them. They want to feel more. They yearn to continue to exist. Everyone feeling and wanting makes something that we can feel and make into a healing spell. The big memory of the "love" and "pain" of everyone is the Light.
Maybe the Anchorites are wrong, and the Light does not go towards pure good. The Light helps you and me continue to exist and feel our feelings. But what helps you and me exist is maybe bad for other people. You have not, but in order to exist, I have killed many people. Maybe more people are alive and safe and there will be more peace someday because of me, but I am not sure. Maybe I have been putting my hate and anger into the Light.
Maybe the Light can become full of selfish and angry feelings. But I think the feelings that help the Light continue to exist are loving and peaceful. The Light that is gentle nurtures more and more feelings. When many people feel loving and kind then the Light is healthy and grows bigger.
These words make the Light seem weak. It can get sick and confused. It needs the kind feelings of many people. But small souls like you and me can help by feeling in a kind way. If we try to exist and to help everyone else exist, maybe the Light will be a little, little, little bit brighter.
I understand a little better, and I have new words, but I am still confused. I want to talk to you, Astrolabe. I write for more than one hour. It will be many hours until I can talk to you again. If I talk to you I understand in ten seconds. My chest hurts.
Now I have a question. What is the Shadow?
I talked to my friend the undead human. We talked about the Light and I found more words. I write them before I forget them.
The human and quel'dorei Churches talk about the Light that punishes, forgives, and loves. But we do not believe it feels things like a person feels. Our Light does not have an opinion. The Aldor say the Light is goodness and love. But we do not believe this because the feeling is not the same as love, and paladins and priests kill each other with the same Light hatefully.
You said the Light is everyone's memory of the feeling of aliveness. But talking to her, and talking to the Forsaken priests, I think maybe it is not aliveness. Maybe it is "being awake." I think the correct Common word is "consciousness." People sense things. They feel things and know about them. They want to feel more. They yearn to continue to exist. Everyone feeling and wanting makes something that we can feel and make into a healing spell. The big memory of the "love" and "pain" of everyone is the Light.
Maybe the Anchorites are wrong, and the Light does not go towards pure good. The Light helps you and me continue to exist and feel our feelings. But what helps you and me exist is maybe bad for other people. You have not, but in order to exist, I have killed many people. Maybe more people are alive and safe and there will be more peace someday because of me, but I am not sure. Maybe I have been putting my hate and anger into the Light.
Maybe the Light can become full of selfish and angry feelings. But I think the feelings that help the Light continue to exist are loving and peaceful. The Light that is gentle nurtures more and more feelings. When many people feel loving and kind then the Light is healthy and grows bigger.
These words make the Light seem weak. It can get sick and confused. It needs the kind feelings of many people. But small souls like you and me can help by feeling in a kind way. If we try to exist and to help everyone else exist, maybe the Light will be a little, little, little bit brighter.
I understand a little better, and I have new words, but I am still confused. I want to talk to you, Astrolabe. I write for more than one hour. It will be many hours until I can talk to you again. If I talk to you I understand in ten seconds. My chest hurts.
Now I have a question. What is the Shadow?