seol_plumfall: (seol)
Astrolabe, sweet of my heart,

I feel much better today. Yesterday I was able to go to the market and the tavern in Shattrath to look for foods and wines for Jelleneth. I met her at the tavern and I talked to her without becoming frightened, too. I was even able to talk about that man who I dislike frightens me without feeling frightened. I think I shall send him some cupcakes, and Jelleneth suggested some sweets from Draenor, so that he does not suspect ill will from me. For whatever my selfish personal feelings may be, he is Jelleneth's unworthy suitor dear friend and I must not allow bad feelings to grow between us.

And today I was able to go to Orgrimmar and buy lots of candy and things to cook. Talking to the strangers did not make me feel frightened at all because I was so excited about cooking with you and sending the gifts to people. I feel better. I feel at ease.

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Tiddia wrote to me but I haven't been able to write back because I'm really, really, sick. Sick like after that Adept died, almost as sick as back when we came to Silvermoon. I can write in this journal just fine, but if I think about going outside, even if I look at a letter-size piece of parchment I feel sick and frightened and I can't get out of my bed.

I have to go back to Silvermoon to report to the Masters eventually but whenever I think about it I feel like I'm going to die.

I'm ashamed of myself.

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I think it is seven hours before the sun rises. I will be sorry if I wake you up because I am writing this. But I cannot sleep. I think I am a little bit sick or scared from making the sausage still. Or maybe I am just scared.

The thing that is strange? We will not marry tomorrow. We are husband and wife more than three weeks now! But I still have nerves in my stomach. I think it is that nice clothes, special food, and a ritual and recitation give me something for my worrying to be about.

But, I did not finish the verses to recite. And I still do not know if I want incense or candles. It is not important, I know. It is only a little pretty picnic, and we only need to rest and to enjoy. But I want to make it right.

But I do not have to wake you. Already, I know you will say: "It is right because it is of Seol and Astrolabe, and that is all that is important."

Good night, Astrolabe.

Seol 30 ← Seol 31 → Seol 32
seol_plumfall: (seol)
- Send recommendations re: Initiate Corafel Velasyn to the Masters
- Make & send box of stuff for Initiate Velasyn
- Submit letter of recommendation
- Finalize date
- Send official invitations (T, J)
- Make sure clothes are ready (I, Astro, father)
- Finish writing lines
- Bake cakes
- Cook sausage
- ???
- Oh great merciful naaru

Pietro 2 ← Seol 30 → Seol 31

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